The itch that never goes away…

In our dynamic work environment of this busy century, most of us are constantly at the mercy of stress — a sad consequence of the hallmark of our society with its emphasis on constant production at the highest possible level of efficiency. The result is that we live in the […]

The urge to show off

Take a tour of some profiles around Multiply (or any other social site) from some genetic females, or from guys without any interest in crossdressing. What do you see? Their pictures reflect moments that are important for them: going out with friends, their family, a special event. Or they’re pictures […]

Ignorance leading to dreams and disappointment

Like many of you, I have been posting pictures (and lately videos) on the Internet for quite a long time. As the times change and the Internet evolves, I’ve mostly stuck to Flickr, Ringo, YouTube, and now Multiply. But I keep links on other places as well — like Yahoo, Microsoft, and who else […]

Below the surface… and fulfilling pleasure

As I claimed before, I’m a surface crossdresser — the urge to keep my balance between anima and anime is only skin deep. This means that I derive pleasure just from “dressing up”. There is nothing more to it — like someone who, for instance, drives over to their favourite Reebok shop, gets a pair of […]

Crossdressing as a counter-culture?

A comment on this blog made me think a bit on the nature of crossdressing, which is not easily explained. As some readers might have noticed, I’m not the best person to explain it at all! Most people tend not to distinguish between “gender” and “sex”, which is perfectly understandable; we tend […]

The results approach the desired effect

All the pictures on this blog are rather recent, I think the oldest one is from November 1999 or so. There is a good reason for that. During my first few years, I had little time available — the odd day or so, and one-week vacations here and then. I […]

First steps in dressing up

Through the Internet, I did not only find a lot of documentation and information on cross-dressing, but I also met a community of supportive people who explained those things to me. At the beginning, I was as yet reluctant to talk to them. Most people I found online were almost […]

Urges and how to deal with them

All transgendered people come to a dilemma at some point in their lives — they ask themselves, why do they feel that way? Where do their urges and needs come from? Is it something genetic? A mental disturbance? Rebelling against established norm? Or something entirely different? In any case, what […]

A woman’s body is her canvas

I think it was around Spring 1995 when I started to think a bit about all these things seriously. I was “between girlfriends” and thinking why the women I knew — colleagues, friends, even family — simply lost that magic. Sure, many of them “dressed up” for things like marriages or […]

The beginnings…

I have no clear memories when it was the first time I felt the “urge” of dressing like a woman. It’s hard to fix a place or a time for it. All I remember was the opposite — during my teens, I suppressed my intense desire of being with women, […]